dearmrjason

beach and oc fair with my family.

2010-08-01T23:59:00.000-07:00

san diego wild animal park

2010-07-31T23:59:00.000-07:00

family visit

2010-07-30T23:59:00.000-07:00

out on the town with ji

2010-07-29T23:59:00.000-07:00

life

2010-07-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

spop 3 day 2

2010-07-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

spop 3 day 1

2010-07-26T17:30:00.000-07:00

happy birthday

2010-07-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

oc fair yay

2010-07-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

resting

2010-07-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

SPOP 2 day 2

2010-07-22T23:59:00.000-07:00

SPOP 2 day 1

2010-07-21T23:59:00.000-07:00

SPOP

TFO tomorrow

2010-07-20T23:59:00.000-07:00

am i ready?!?!?!

swimmingg

2010-07-19T23:59:00.000-07:00

obon festival

2010-07-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

booomers

2010-07-17T23:59:00.000-07:00

disneyland with karen lenna and japan

2010-07-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

no internet with my computer really does limit how i can keep up with my blog. but after being absent for almost two weeks i caught myself up. well almost.

life is crazy at the moment. so many things are going on. but im loving it. every single aspect of it. this past month has gone by so quickly and once spop starts i know it'll go by even faster. I DONT WANT THIS SUMMER TO EVER END. when will i ever get to experience this kind of summer again. honestly. i love life. and friends. and family. and You.

sunburned and full from ayce kbbq

2010-07-15T23:59:00.000-07:00

CDM

thank you for the kbbq mrs. su

sunset at turtle rock

2010-07-14T23:59:00.000-07:00

sunset on the beach

2010-07-12T23:59:00.000-07:00

IKEA with elaine

2010-07-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

500days

waiting for eric.

LACMA

2010-07-10T23:59:00.000-07:00

costco for lunch

its raining in LA??

favorite picasso

favorite painting there

ended by eating at ebisu in LA

disneylandd with eric craig doris

2010-07-09T23:59:00.000-07:00

2010-07-08T23:59:00.000-07:00

song of the day

back to irvine

2010-07-07T23:59:00.000-07:00

last day at home

2010-07-06T23:59:00.000-07:00

homee is homee

2010-07-05T23:59:00.000-07:00

hahaha. he let me comb his hair.

happy 4th

2010-07-04T23:59:00.000-07:00

breakfasttt

2010-07-03T23:59:00.000-07:00

delicious breakfast at blackboard bistro

haha creepy

im so artsy..hahah not..

random activity shot

cupcakes and goodies from a shop near the beach

cute.

on to fresno i go.

to be continued

2010-07-02T23:59:00.000-07:00

disneyland with karen. craig. and jenny.

i havent seen you in forever.

time to head out for elaines birthday celebration

GLOW IN THE DARK OHHHH
to long beach we goooo
hello forest gump

twin sandwiches are so popular

happy 21st ni hao kai lan

note to self: eat dinner before going out to bars.

happy birthday elaine

2010-07-01T23:49:00.000-07:00

went for a run with eric in the morning

we ran at the dog beach

had a GOOD conversation about life and relationships

and who we are.

then headed out to do science experiments. haha

went to lunch with his mom at veggie grill

then shopped at trader joes after

went to spop modern with craig

ate at carls jr after with craig and elaine

then departed to get ready for DnBs.

stayed for a couple of hours.

took a few baby pictures. and played games.

helped elaine home.

i support you and will carry you homee when youre sick.

you were going crazy when i was trying to help you to bed

but i forgive you. haha

elaine's pre-birthday

2010-06-30T23:59:00.000-07:00

stopped by 85 deg with eric and tiffies

and ended up seeing tiff wong getting off shift

we spent a good couple of hours there

talking about life.

I LOVE THE CONVERSATIONS OF SUMMER.

its your birthday present ni hao kai lan.

kula sushi with doris and elaine

thanks for your support.

surprise for elaine's 21st!

happy birthday elaine.

so confusing.

but you'll figure things out.

eventually.

things happen for a reason.

remember that.

ikea with joshh

2010-06-29T23:59:00.000-07:00

walked around.

ate..twice.

had a good conversation about his relationship.

and about friends.

i enjoy days where you can just spend a couple hours in a random place

talking about whatever you want to. until it closes that is..haha

wheeee

2010-06-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

summer adventures.

weekend training day 2

2010-06-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

my parenntssss

waiting for the staff picture

such an exhausting weekend. i had 6 hours of sleep TOTAL for two days. went through scenarios. over the basics of what we should be doing as staffers. talking about parents. about incoming freshmen. we talked about self-esteem. about suite discussions. we talked about personal stories and secrets. and everything we might need to know when staffing. i feel prepared to actually staff a hall. class of 2014??? i'm readdyyyy.

after training. ate a chipotle. then headed over to diamond jamboree to hang out with some other staffers. walked around. played a giant game of ninja in front of everyone else there.

came back. and headed out to the movies with ji and tiff. we watched how to train your dragon. it was good the second time around but it went by really quickly. i dont remember falling asleep...but i might have.

TIME TO SLEEP FOREVER. learned a lot this weekend. time to relax this week again haha

weeekend training has arrived

2010-06-26T23:59:00.000-07:00

entou [:

first day back

2010-06-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

spent the night at doris susan's last night

we ate a delicious dinner.

watched the usual suspect?

woke up to her mom making a delicious

breakfast. and then drinking tea

with her afterwards.

i must say it was the best way to start a day.

then i showered

and headed 0ut to spectrum with the twins

came back and had family dinner

asian night was pretty delicious.

then drove elaine back to her home home

so she could pick up some stuff.

SPOP staff training tomorrowwww

bye fresnooo for now

2010-06-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

heading back to irvine

an update..finally

2010-06-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

saw toy story with my family

then ate my last dinner in fresno at a japanese restaurant

my parents really like to go to.

my fresno grad celebration

2010-06-22T23:59:00.000-07:00

dentist appointment

my mom would accidentally send me an hour early..

"stay down there. make money. spend every cent.

and then after five years come back. take classes.

work for your dad. and have a good life. but

make sure you spend every cent. and

that's good advice that i'm giving you."

thank you dr. gene. hahahahaha he's definitely

my dads friend alright.

my grad present from my aunt and uncle.

i enjoy coming home. not having to cook. people babying me all over the place. i must be the favorite. haha just kiddingg. but really. i brought home my load of laundry from the past THREE months and my mom is doing all of it because she refuses to have me touch the washer/dryer. THANK YOU. i don't know what i would do without my family. even through all the MEAN jokes. i know that they really do care for me.

day 2 back home

2010-06-21T23:59:00.000-07:00

game of things with the family.

back to fresno i go.

2010-06-20T23:59:00.000-07:00

long drive back to fresno.

happy fathers day papa

came back. slept almost the entire day haha. ate a delicious home cooked meal. then headed out to play volleyball at the nearby elementary school. ended the night with mariokart. 2nd isnt too shabby.

let the good times roll

2010-06-19T23:59:00.000-07:00

relaxing day at the poool

spectrum.

shopping for last minute items.

SUCH A GOOD PHOTO.

PROPS TO MYSELF.

AND DORIS SU.

if this is what summer is like then i'm really going to enjoy it. i've never really experienced summer like this before. it's so carefree. NOTHING to worry about. just thinking about whatever i want to do next. it's so nice just to say "hey i want to go to the pool today" and not have to worry about school. or work. or anything. if only my whole life could be this relaxing and fun. i'm really really loving summer so far. and it's been a week? haha.

HAPPYness is

2010-06-18T16:09:00.000-07:00

just that. it's open ended. and as eric and i were discussing this while eating our homemade lunches at the lake i couldnt help but think how incredibly inspiring this idea is. WE have the ability to make happiness into whatever we want it to be. it doesnt have to be defined by what other people tell us it is. so i intend to find out just what this open ended sentence is, to me.

thank you for being so understanding.

for caring for me.

for not changing.

for supporting.

i truly cherish your friendship.

went to buccas for dinner. we celebrated sina's 22nd. then we headed over to downtown fullerton for drinks. i've never been so scared of cops before until they are banging on your window telling you it's illegal to transport alcohol in a moving vehicle. GOOD THING THAT IT WASNT OPEN. scaryyyyyyyy.

day at the beach

2010-06-17T23:59:00.000-07:00

started off the day with a picnic in the park with doris. eric. and ken tran.

then went to CDM with these two monsters

after the beach i napped. watched the lakers WIN back to back. then we headed out to barnes and nobles. watched kick ass after that. that movie was crazy. hahahaha. but very entertaining.

this past week or so has been incredibly busy. i cant believe that finals week was last week. so much has happened since then. so emotional. but its been unforgettable. i hope this is the summer where i grow the most and find out who mr. jason is.

summer is finally hereeeee

2010-06-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

pretty much spent the entire day in bed. then went to disneyland with craig. it was good conversations even though we were both really drained. after we met up with doris and eric at bar louie for a few drinks. ended the night with the killers movie. SUMMER IS SO GOOD.

time to move out

2010-06-15T23:59:00.000-07:00

gooodbye turtle rock 195

last picture of the roommates in 195.

thanks for the last two years.

hellooo summerr

downtown fullerton

2010-06-14T23:59:00.000-07:00

matador > martini place > irish bar?

i dont really remember the order..haha

i dont know why but everytime i go out with your three i end up going crazy. having fun. and drinking. but im glad we did this. we said what we needed to say from the past four (or one) year. and the tears were just as real as the words. thank you for tonight. thank you for expressing how much you guys care. about your fears. and thanks for not judging me for mine. i freakin LOVE you guys. DONT LEAVE ME.

sina's graduation

2010-06-13T23:59:00.000-07:00

eric s and jason k graduate

2010-06-12T23:59:00.000-07:00

clements graduation at 11am.

models much?

pretty much sums up us. aha

right after exiting the bren!

thank you parents.

no thank you dad for making this face

congrats bud.

whole family

thank you for everything. i've never felt so happy and loved in my life. thank you friends. family. and everyone else for the congrats. gifts. flowers. leis. etc. you people are amazing.

hello graduations

2010-06-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

congrats doris susan

last final

2010-06-10T23:59:00.000-07:00

one final down. one more to go.

2010-06-09T23:59:00.000-07:00

don't be jealous of us.

this past week has gone by so quickly. i dont even know where it's gone. i'm really starting to enjoy the conversations back and forth. so far you're pretty cool. don't let me down later. hopefully a good friendship can come out of it too. youre freaking random but i find it humorous. and you really do think you have someone figured out but you never know sometimes. people really do surprise you.

final tomorrow. gahh

2010-06-08T23:59:00.000-07:00

preview of whats to come

work from 10-12. then ran errands all day. didnt get any studying done. getting scared at this point.

on a side note it's been really nice having you over the past many days. talking. eating. laughing. making fun. it's all in good humor. and i'm thankful that you have one. i'm glad that we got to hang out more before i graduate. but don't inflate your head too much. youre still a gross monster at the same time. hahaha. just kiddingg.

crazy weeek

2010-06-07T23:59:00.000-07:00

one of the most boring shifts ever

haha. eric and i played a game where we drew

random nametags and made a face with it

i just happened to pick mine..

haha

nothing beats coming back to the apt

to see sina playing games like this..

finals week begins

2010-06-06T23:59:00.000-07:00

work 12-4. then attempted to study afterward. no motivation. oy

kbbq with entou

2010-06-05T23:00:00.000-07:00

ma dang sae? in lakewood?

cute. my parents matched.

i ate toooo much.

but i carried my weight.

no matter what my family says!

obviously hard at work studying.

RUN TONIGHT.

especially after all you can eat..

last tutoring

2010-06-04T23:59:00.000-07:00

i think that it was really sad just knowing that it was my last day. but it was at least a good last day. mrs. olson threw a mini party for my last day. she gave the kids pretzels and gummy bears. while i was passing them out i got to the front of the class when mrs. olson asked the students if they had any compliments for me. they raised their hands and she started calling on them. they were thanking me. one even complimented on how i look like a rockstar everyday. haha. and then she said for me to call on them. so i called on the rest of the students who raised their hands. it was honestly really touching. and even though they were first graders and probably didnt really know exactly what was going on, i was really happy with what they were saying. i'm happy that my presence in the classroom was helpful. i also talked with derek for a while. instead of reading we talked about korean words and even a little about korean culture. i quizzed him on words that i knew and he quizzed me back..obviously i didnt know any of the words haha. except for grandpa and grandma.

after tutoring i headed over to reggaefest. but instead of staying i ate lunch with donna instead at the student center. it was a really good conversation in the time constraint that we were dealing with. she's really encouraging and she has some really important things to say.

then i had work. from 4-6. nap from 6-7-:30. then work from 8pm-11pm.

last small group of the quarter

2010-06-03T23:59:00.000-07:00

ended on a fairly good note.

class 9:30am-10:50am. work 12-2. work 2-4. dinner with june at 6pm. small groups at 7:30pm.

i cried a lot tonight. remember.

tired

2010-06-02T23:59:00.000-07:00

picked up my cap and gown this morning with eric. went to class from 11:30-12:50. went home to eat lunch. napped for an hour. final spop training from 5-7pm. work from 8-11pm. came back and worked on my paper til 3:30am. badddd ideaaaaaa. i'm sure i'll get rest one of these days. just not today. and not tomorrow. and not friday.

"as we let our light shine, we consciously give other people permission to do the same."

-Marianne Williamson. SPOP 2010 quote [:

a goood day

2010-06-01T23:59:00.000-07:00

family photo shoot starts..now

my parentals

my sisters and mama

wendy

haha so creepy

cydney

sophia and tiffany

sophiaa

entou

middle earth banquet

attendants 2009-2010

phtoucher

my polaroid

jenni-boots- with the fur

boss guy

she acts likes she doesnt want to pose with me..

flowerss

oh yeah..

closing shift.

went to the pub in-between with doris, eric, elaine and goo. it was really fun relaxing and just letting loose. today was long and tiring. but worth it. thank spop fam and middle.

thanks for visiting

2010-05-31T23:59:00.000-07:00

so sleepy.

2010-05-30T23:59:00.000-07:00

cars at retreat

fell asleep writing his notes.

checking up on him

battle scars...all over.

big bear was a great experience [:

omelette parlor and arrowhead

2010-05-29T23:59:00.000-07:00

dont closee

really good

7am in the morningg...

hahah. ms. schlothan

big bear cabin

yes. doris.

good job craig.

happy birthday caroline

2010-05-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

arriving

you would doris.

there we go

birthday girl

cool rings from the cupcakes

eating the chocolate from my ring

so. attractive.

better.

haha

omy.

it's slowly coming to an end.

2010-05-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

eating with doris and eric.

thanks for the goood snack.

and thanks for the goood talks.

cop outside the donut store..

buffalo wild wings.

one more small group left.

please dont cry. hahah

so..

2010-05-26T22:23:00.000-07:00

9:15am-12:50pm class. 1pm-4pm work. spop 5pm-7pm. dinner with jenniferericnam 7pm-8pm. work 8pm-11pm. it probably doesnt help that i only got 5hrs of sleep last night either. so ready to go crash now.

spop picnic.

2010-05-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

jake's mom's lunpia. sooo deliciouss.

catchuptime

2010-05-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

only one more time with them.

please dont cry.

on the road home

2010-05-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

such a cool site to drive back under.

made it back safely.

thanks for driving doris

it was definitely an experience to be in the girl car.

ohmyvegas

2010-05-22T23:59:00.000-07:00

one. two. three.

2010-05-21T23:59:00.000-07:00

mirkwood reunion =

regular crew + cassandra haha

it looks like i'm really amused here..

josh..

goodbye #2

hello. thanks for fun

omg. timmy. i havent seen this fool in forever

haha

goodbye #3.

thanks for the phone call...

saying that i didnt say bye..

even though this picture is when i said bye..haha

one of the best

2010-05-20T23:59:00.000-07:00

small groups this year.

open. sharing. praying.

really felt the love from my brothers

wednesdayy

2010-05-19T23:59:00.000-07:00

go go power rangers.

spop family presentation

bear

lunch with collins today.

it was goood catching up with you, buddy

diversity paintings

2010-05-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

i learn something new

2010-05-17T23:59:00.000-07:00

from my first graders everyday.

class 9-11am. meadowpark 11-3:30pm. gym 4-5:30pm. brandywine 6-7pm. housing office 7-8pm. pub 9pm-11pm. walking bear with doris 11:15-11:45pm. time for sleeep nowwwwwww. skipping class tomorrow morning. and going straight to family discussion. such a rebel. hahaha. not. ok goooodnight.

-12:48am.

time to recover from dancing.

2010-05-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

took bear on a walk today.

he's ginormous now.

and i freakin cant stop wanting to take him outside.

woke up. didnt get out of bed for a while. ate in-n-out with ji for lunch at stickipicki. came back. and took bear for a walk with elaine. then headed to work from 4-8pm. afterwards went to rock harbor. saw everyone and their moms there. then ate at guppy afterwards. came back and finally got to sleeep.

stumbled over this verse today in church:

"Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith, and in purity."

-1Timothy4:12

geeky formal

2010-05-15T23:59:00.000-07:00

thick framed glasses and converse

PERFECT way to go to formal. haha

getting ready.

hahahaha sina in the background

eating candy..

so shady on the 4th floor. but we're good to go now!

thank you CSO for not getting out.

so hot right now, eric. so hot.

you think youre touchingfuturechildren or something

taking a breather outside.

sweaty. nasty. fun. hahaha

i took 71 pictures. and could only post these. hahahaha. overall. gooooood night. thanks for all the fun people who went. sorry for the freshmen i mentally scarred that night. i promise i wont bust into your intimate circle of dancing anytime soon. sorry to the guy i apparently shoved out of the circle with my dance moves. hahaha. sorry to the people that had to see me dance on a box. actually. not sorry. it was fun. and people wont even remember me. JODY MACARONI LIVES AGAIN.

im home

2010-05-14T21:57:00.000-07:00

congrats on third in the mile!

youre getting so big.

can you stop growing.

puberty is going to make you

think i'm not cool. haha

ortho appointment. went to watch cade's track meet. got my retainers [so thick that i might talk with a lisp]. came home. saw iron man II [it was pretty good]. came home. ate dinner. then played some mario kart.

congrats to nathan officially being done with his undergraduate career. im proud of you, buddy. [:

onmywayhome

2010-05-13T23:59:00.000-07:00

my favorite kind of pictures

it's like God is peeking out from behind a cloud

stuck in traffic traffic looking for my chapstick.

class 9:30am-11am. work 12-2pm. headed home. finally got home at around 7:30pm. i thought i was going to run out of gas in the middle of nowhere. pretty scary feeling. luckily i found a gas station in a place that i only thought existed in movies. it looked really farm like. but the attended was pretty nice. with a thick accent he always addressed me as friend. haha.

it's really good to be home. to relax. and not have to do anything. to sleep in my bed. and roam around the house doing whatever. we played a round of mario kart with the family. then i headed off to bed. orthodontist appointment at 11am. at least i get to kind of sleeep in!! (:

it seems like ive finally caught up with my blogs. after almost missing a whole week. i can't find the time to update this blog. i think its because the only free time to work on my computer it at work. and i cant really upload pictures to my work computerr. oh well. i like how things are hectic and fast pace. this kind of lifestyle suits me more than just sitting around. so be happy with your busy schedule instead of cursing it.

babies the moviee!

2010-05-12T23:59:00.000-07:00

hahahaa

so the movie theater was filled with old women. and one guy who was obviously dragged there by the lady he was with. haha. but i went willingly. and in fact. i actually wanted to see it. and for a movie without any dialogue in it, i thought it was surprisingly heartwarming. mongolian baby was definitely the cutest.

spop consisted of the LGBTQ panel which was really interesting to hear. i've been through this training a few other times but i learn something new every time which is why i look forward to this training. the panel was thought provoking and had a good sense of humor. after training went to carls jr with nam, eric, and jennifer. then rushed back to work from 8pm-11pm. came back and talked for a bit with doris and eric in the living room before i headed off to bed. i really do need sleeeeeeep.

i neeed to breathe

2010-05-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

probably one of the healthiest lunches i've ever consumed

turkey sandwich with lettuce.

salad with light raspberry vinaigrette dressingg.

dancedancedancedancedance

jennifer you truly have no heart.

im backk

2010-05-10T23:59:00.000-07:00

busy day. no time for relaxing. but i have to eat, right? and it was delicious. thanks for taking me to this korean restaurant ji. so good.

clean clothes finally

2010-05-09T21:35:00.000-07:00

first time all quarter doing laundry

i have a crapload of clean boxers finally

saw a guy with this tattoo on his arm. obviously i was jealous.

"In his heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps." Proverbs 16:9

such a relaxing saturday

2010-05-08T19:07:00.001-07:00

woke up at 12:30. cleaned a little. ate pasta. talked in a circle around a bowl of guacamole. ate donuts. nerfed it up. and made a good entry in moley. get off in an hour. then heading to henry's to have a sg sleepover. should be a fun night!

hello weekend

2010-05-07T23:59:00.000-07:00

could be arrested for this.
but i couldnt resist.
my first graders are the best!

happy highlighter cantaloupe haha

thursdaythursday

2010-05-06T23:59:00.000-07:00

story of my life haha

grandma doris. haha
kickback was funnnnn. [:
i'll upload pictures of all of us wearing glasses later.

PS HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY WONGGGGG

i'm ok.

2010-05-05T22:41:00.001-07:00

i'm ok. i'm fine. i'm doing well. everything is peachy. things are going well for me. it's all good. smooth sailing. i'm ok. right? RIGHT?

thanks for the conversation today, eric. talking inside of carls jr for a while. about life. and everything in it. about careers. about girls. about boys. just about anything. and sorry that the family touched your cup and probably spit in it. haha. shouldnt have left it to pee.

stereotypes. what it means to be a boy. what it means to be a girl. SPOP really made me think about what i think about masculinity/femininity. the things we characterize with male and female. it's kinda weird how from the day we're born we're put into a world of stereotypes. i mean if youre a boy you're wearing a blue hat and matching booties. and now we see that blue is a color for boy. if you saw a baby in a hospital and it was wearing pink. wouldnt you be confused? i feel like that's exactly how we are now. when something goes outside of the norm. when something bends the ideas of what masculinity and femininity is. we are confused. and often reject them. as SPOP staffers. as well as people that want to make a difference in the world. shouldnt we be different. shouldnt we accept these challenges to modern assumptions about gender and roles? we should. we should applause these people not judge them for making bold statements. so join in. congratulate them. commend them. and when we have kids. teach them to be different. to not have their live be run by stereotypes of what it means to be a 'boy' or 'girl.' we may not be able to change how things are now. but we can attempt to prevent them from starting up in the next generation. so to my kids. look forward to freedom in being yourself. whatever that entails is really up to you.

studying for my presentation

2010-05-04T23:59:00.000-07:00

lets go lets go.

sometimes.

2010-05-03T23:59:00.000-07:00

i think youre the best part of my day. like youre the thing i look forward to.

is teaching something i want to go into?? i have no idea what i want to do anymore. sometimes it just takes one person to turn your perspective around on something. one unsuspecting person that was just making talk. oy. mr. kawana? a teacher? can you really see that happening? im not sure if i can. or even if thats what i want.

i have

2010-05-02T17:39:00.000-07:00

so much faith in my God.

hahaha. eric the day after highlighter.

soo funyy

happy birthday cement clement

2010-05-01T23:59:00.000-07:00

omg too much.

wayyy too much.

haha. but the highlighter was kinda fun.

family sleepover!!!!

2010-04-30T23:59:00.000-07:00

i'll upload pictures laterrr.

[UPDATE]

my spop family is really starting to have a special place in my heart. they're not the loudest people in spop but theyre chill. and i find comfort in them. the sleepover was fun. but i can't wait to get closer. to start opening up and having everyone share about their life stories. spop fam. you guys are amazing.

busybusybee

2010-04-29T23:59:00.000-07:00

brothers appreciation 2010

i always fail at tying a tie..

theme: poker night.

my table.

small group 2010.

minus the henrys. and mack.

love partner est. 2006.

leader and cores [:

you would look like that henry..

twins room.

yeahh...just random photobooths from here.

if i could get a moment to breathe. sit. relax. SLEEP. think. that would be great. thanks. im starting to become exhausted. not enough sleep. less than 7 hrs a night this past whole week. not eating right. not exercising. and now i'm getting sick. and i only get sick once a year if that. my body is starting to break down on me. and this weekend is no rest either. hopefully after my midterms tuesday i can catch up on some sleep. until then. GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH! i hope everyone else is doing well. and staying healthy.

please press pause..

2010-04-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

steps for spop..

cross the line was intense. i had a lot of things to say about it. but i forgot by now. and im too tired to remember. but nonetheless it was yet another eye opening experience in spop.

fears

2010-04-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

let. them. go.

they're what's keeping you from reaching your full potential.

[graduation]

[job]

[spop]

[being.judgmental]

[life]

[old cat lady]

[expectations]

[insecurities]

flybyflyby

2010-04-26T23:59:00.000-07:00

one of the first graders in my class

he's so cute here hahahah

i got to watch them practice the little engine play

the kids are honestly really cute. and i really enjoy working with them. is this what i want to be doing for the rest of my life? i dont think so. but i have no idea what i want. the future is scary.

another sunday

2010-04-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

@ the carwash helping elaine rinse out her shirts.

i like lazy days where all you have to do is hw...finished my essays. and had enough time to go to diamond jamboree at 10 when eric got off work. i got yogurtland. i like eating/drinking cold things when it's cold outside [:

workwerk.

2010-04-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

work from 4-8pm.

attempted to work on my paper.

got through a lot of it.

but didnt get to finish it

soba noodles. really good.

goood job jii

slept in. went to visit ji at work. headed to helms to work out before my shift. workk. came back and made soba noodles with ji. watched momento(?). still processing that one. haha. talked/looked at random things online with craig, eric, doris and ji til late. my sleep schedule is all off from this weekend.

but at least i'm caught up on my blog [:

finally the weekendd

2010-04-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

classroom helping 9am-1pm

turtle rock after school program 2-4:30pm.

disneyland 5-11pm!!

owned this foool up hahahaha

just kidding eric.

you'll learn in time

spop disneyland is different than any other time ive been to disneyland. i wasnt even there for that long but the games we were playing in line really wore me out. it was incredibly fun i can't even describe how fun it was to go with 12 other staffers.

afterwards we came back and eric, doris, clement, and crystal had started cupcakes. after they were done we pranked elaine's sleepover. then we headed over to AV to prank the joint sleepover that craig was at. finally came back and slept at around 3am?