tries to put me to sleep every tuesday night from 7-10pm. luckily i havent fallen asleep yet. but i'm been to the brink and back for sure. right eye twitching. right hand a tad on the numb side. not in a good place right now. all i want to do is just sleep forever. it'll be more comforting that wayyyyyyy. so much going through my mind during class tonight i couldnt even pay attention to what he was saying. sometimes my mind thinks of absolutely nothing. i'm just sitting there. absorbing my surroundings. othertimes it's moving through a million thoughts every second. not completing one but just jumping to the next one. i wish there was some middle ground. i feel like an insane person sometimes. ok all the time.
