driving back from my last day at pomona
sina's paint masterpiece ahah
dukbokki and korean pancakes.
good way to end the week
even though it gave me serious stomach problems. haha
so i had a strange dream today. i had heard that my favorite band was going to be appearing in this office building so i ran there as fast as i could. i took the elevator up like 20 floors. when i got to the right floor i stepped out but it was really hard to see. it felt like my eyelids were sticking together (as if i had pink eye). i could barely open my eyes even when i tried holding them open with my hands. i got scared that i was not going to be able to see so i decided to go back home. when i got back home i looked in the mirror and my eyes were black. like i had been punched in both eyes. and i could still barely see. then i woke up..
so today i found out that i made it into S.P.O.P.! happyyyy. and i'm excited for what this summer is going to bring. nervous beyond belief. but i know God will guide me to where i need to be.
went to react tonight. first react in yearsss. i'm planning on going to every react next quarter. keep me accountable for this. yes? thankss.
this whole time i thought i had matured throughout college. that i was actually starting to become an adult. but now that i look at the person i am, i'm not confident enough to say that i have changed. i feel like the same high school jason. the same insecure child. who never knew the difference. who didn't know when to stop. who lacked the confidence to make a change. or maybe i'm being too critical of myself. maybe i have changed. hopefully i have. or hopefully i will. until i know the difference. keep praying. reading. talking. laughing. searching. loving. discerning. smiling. and remember, always keep your eyes focused on Him.
tattoo? no tattoo?? hm..
