that i'll be leaving this place soon
grad expo today with doris
volunteer badge
kitty house
tried to make it look like i was a bear..
didnt quite work out haha
woke up today at 11ish to craigs message. then went with eric to student center to meet craig for lunch. ate at wendys. doris joined us. afterwards i walked with doris to the grad expo where we bought our gowns and caps. my tassle is an ugly orange color....boo. haha. kinda sad looking at everything that said 'alumni' on it. i didnt really think that this day would ever comee. and here i am. giving my height and weight for a black gown that i'll be wearing in 5 months. scary. the future is here. and i'll be leaving. but i know there's more to be seen. people to meet. things to experience. ok enough about all thatt..
after buying my cap and gown. i went to turn in my volunteer application. i start monday at pomona elementary school in costa mesa. i'm going to be working wtih 5th graders. so they'll be cade's age. i hope everything will be ok. after that i drove to kitty house to visit ji. after chatting a little over lollicup i drove back to middle earth. then got picked up by nam, elaine, and eric to go to diamond jamboree. we ate at hmart. then went to 85 degrees for bread. afterwards we headed back to middle for make ups. danced til around 8. then practiced with eric for a bit in helms. pretty tired right now. this week has been long and eventful. but i'd rather have that then just plain boringg.
so i dont exactly know what's wrong. or what's going on in your life. but i hope that you'll learn a lot from it. you'll grow from it. and that you'll come out of it stronger and wiser than you were before. a step closer in the right direction. God always opens a door when one is shut before you. so look for the open door instead of knocking on the one that's already been closed. maybe the timing isnt right. or maybe it just isn't meant to be. either way. sometimes it's best just to move on. i dont see you anymore. or talk to you. but my heart still goes out to you. for some odd reason it still hurts to see you tearing up. i really can't explain it. but i think it's just part of my compassion for others. i really do care for you. and i really do hope the best for you. i know that youre better. stronger. and above this. so pick your head up. and strut. and keep on strutting til the present is just a figure behind you that you can't even make out. you'll be fine. i know you will be.
