Monday, February 15, 2010

so tired i could fall asleep anywhere.

cadeeee (:
with mom
pit stop
picked up some fake mustaches, sideburns,
soul patches, and wendys
good to go. haha
dropped off kelly at azusa.
took 5.5 hours to get back to irvine.
then had dance rehearsal ffrom 6-8
it looks really good.
i'm excited to see it.

so my sister and cousin were talking in the car ride about two things. boys. and bodies. about this boy and that boy. about how their going to go to the gym and work out. and do this and this. and wear this and this when they do get in shape. and then they were going to do this and this over the summer with their new boys wearing this and this. in all honesty it was really interesting to listen to. because i havent heard that kind of girl talk in a really long time. i almost forgot that this is what girls talked about for a while. they talked about all these really short satisfying, tangible things that would make them feel like they were having fun? im not really sure. i got kinda lost from here to there. i know that these are the things that are most important to them at the moment or they wouldnt have spent almost 2.5 hours talking about it.

but while they were talking to each other i couldnt help but think wow i really know what i want in a girl. i really don't want the kind of girl that just cares about these kinds of things. yes its good if she takes care of her body. and yes it helps if she cares about me. but i think that one of the most important things is that she challenges me to learn new things. she's challenges my thoughts about everything i believe in to make me stronger in them. that she can teach me new things about LIFE, DIVERSITY, CULTURE, RELIGION and everything else. and she can accept me for my faults and help me deal with them instead of trying to change them. that she wouldnt be so absorbed in the world that it IS her world. be sincere. genuine. kind. funny. strong. open to new things. LOVE GOD. and most importantly be..single..haha.

Quote: "Be more concerned with your character than your reputation; your character is what you really are while your reputation is what others think you are."